Hello my friends,

Haven't written here long time again.. where should I start..

BRB phone..

Back. Okay sorry I'm dying my hair atm. wait, i'll go wash my hair and then i'll be back..BRB

ok i'm back..took me about 7 minutes..where was i..in the beginning..haha..

umm..

okay the exams are over..and i already know ALL results..wanna hear? this waiting was so stressful..i knew i was gonna fail at least biology, because like i said.. I DIDN'T STUDY ANYTHING..i was playing cards in lessons with guys and no one really cared about it. teacher was strange also haha. okay i'll tell u my results..these were my final exams to finish high-school..i did geography last year already because we didnt have geography this year..and you need 20 points to pass the exam..from 100.

Estonian, essay- 48 (could have been better)
Society, politics and stuff like that- 58 (yay)
Biology- 36 ( haha, i'm SO happy, im SOOO happy)
English- 73 ( i didn't expect so much..makes me smile)
Geography- 60

just the fact i didn't study for any of these..like all the others did..they spent weeks and months studying all the time..what was i doing then? i was just hanging around haha..and the fact i took the risk like this..makes me so happy..because..I PASSED ALL THE EXAMS WITHOUT EVEN STUDYING!!!! hahahaha...LIKE IM SO FUCKIN PROUD OF MYSELF HAHA..

i'm just so happy.. i will graduate this Friday the 22nd June at 3pm with all my friends..I remember in 9th grade I doubted if this high-school is for me and if i'll make it..but i took the risk and in 10th grade ..i was so mad at myself for choosing this..it was hard..i remember sitting in book-keeping lesson and looking around with this empty gaze and numb feeling..i didn't understand anything..and i thought i was gonna be kicked out of school..i was so scared every day..well..i skipped school a lot too..and i never studied..and i was even scared this year..in 12th grade..of being kicked out of school..and here i am ..it's all over someone should hug me, don't you think? well, i told my mom i never have to study again 10 minutes ago...and now she told me i can go wash dishes, because i don't have to study..yay haha

i don't think i should write what i've been up to.. it doesn't really matter.. i just told ya whats most important.. school is over

let's celebrate!! you're invited to my party on Friday..or you can come to my graduation haha. love ya all very much

thanks for everyone who have been encouraging and always there for me. i appreciate that